Went to a psychic fair on 08/16/2009

I went to my first psychic fair in 3 years. I used to go to the J&M Enterprises Psychic Fair, that traveled thru Wisconsin, Illinois, & Indiana for over 30 years, until Marlena The Rock Lady passed away in April 2006 (days before her 75th Birthday). Her daughter Melody Joy took over the fair, but ran it so poorly that she discontinued it completely in 2008.

I was lucky to find True Psychic Fair on the internet, and went to their fair at the Best Western in Kenosha Wisconsin on August 16th, 2009. True hosts the fair every other month from noon - 5pm (ends sooner if crowds wind down prior to 5pm). Normally I don't make special trips for something like this, but I hadn't been to Wisconsin since 2006, and wanted to go back up there. So I went up for that, and for some sight seeing.

I went with a 20 minute reading, as I didn't need to know too much. I was mainly concerned with my job, as I've had problems with my job lately. I went to see a numerologist, named Lily. I specifically went with a numerologist, because I find that, at least for me, that they're more accurate in their readings than others have who do tarot alone. Based on my D.O.B., I'm a 4, which makes me a hard worker, someone who likes routine, and not someone who changes easily. My zodiac sign, Scorpio, also makes me someone who doesn't like a lot of change. I was told that there will be a change in jobs soon, and will be for more money than what I'm making now. I am looking at finding another job, as my last job within the company created a lot of tension, that I don't speak to people in receiving now. I do believe it'll remain in manufacturing. I just don't know where yet.

Also within the reading, I was told that I would be needing to purchase a better car than what I have right now. I was told around February is when I'm supposed to get another car. Then around June or July of 2010, I would be making a move to live on my own. I wasn't told where, but I would like it to me in Milwaukee Wisconsin. I feel that I'd be at home there than where I'm at in Gary Indiana, or Chicago (HELL NO) where some people think I should live at.

I do admit that I do need a better car than what I have, as the car I have is more than ready for the junk yard. Also, the reason people believe that Chicago is a better choice for me has to do with more job opportunities. That might be true, but the cost of living in most of Chicagoland is too expensive. Cook County has high property taxes, high sales tax (most of Cook County averages 9¢ on the dollar for sales tax, while Chicago averages 10-12¢ on the dollar, since Chicago has a 10.25% sales tax (11.25% in the immediate downtown area). Even if an item isn't taxed at the state level of 6.25%, county & local sales tax still applies to everything else (including groceries). It's all the different sales tax that makes it expensive to live in Cook County (especially Chicago). Rent is also expensive. Most people that tell me to look at Chicago are looking at Boystown, and think I'd want to live in the Boystown area. That is one area I hate the most (besides downtown), due to too much traffic, not enough parking, and one of the most expensive neighborhoods to live in. Most apartments in Boystown have rent for a studio apartment going for $800 and up. One bedroom apartments go for more than $1000 a month. In order to live in Chicago requires living in less trendy neighborhoods. In some cases, it requires living in rundown neighborhoods to get affordable rent. For me, I can not go without a car, since my line of work is overall in the suburbs, and not in the city of Chicago. Many people refuse to see that, and only look at Boystown as a reason to want to live in Chicago. I've been up to Milwaukee, and while it's a smaller major city than Chicago, it's more affordable. There's higher income taxes & property taxes (for those owning their homes), but factoring in that, rent, sales tax (most of Wisconsin averages 5.5%, while Milwaukee, Ozaukee, & Washington Counties have 5.6% sales tax), and it's just slightly more than Gary Indiana. I can handle up to an additional $3000 a year to live in Milwaukee vs. at least $10,000 to live in Chicago. Besides, my soul mate is already living in the Milwaukee area. I have the full name of this guy (yes people I'm gay if you don't know already), but I'm only revealing the guy's first name of Michael, and lives just outside of the Milwaukee suburb of Waukesha. He's a Virgo, which I was picking up on. He has a birthday coming up, while I have a birthday coming up next month. He'll be turning 41 this month, while I'll be turning 36 next month. He's a blonde haired, blue eye guy, which past psychics have picked up on, and I dismissed it until a few years ago. I do know I'll be meeting Michael either before this year is up, or next year in person. My only contact with him was thru Match.com a few years ago, and lost contact with him. I did find him on facebook & myspace, and will eventually be making contact with him again soon.

Before I go, Lily did mention that based on my D.O.B., that I'm most compatible with Virgo, with Taurus second, and Cancer third. She also saw me compatible with Leo, which I don't agree with, since my last boyfriend is a Leo, and we were both too stubborn to make anything work. Leo's need a lot of attention, while I'm someone that needs "Me" time. That is something many Leo's I've met that can't handle. So I don't see any Leos working out with me. Lily did agree with me that Capricorns don't work out with me. Lily sees Capricorns as being dominating for me. While I don't agree with that, my reason for not working out with Capricorns overall has to do with Capricorns I meet not being serious people. They want to do things their way only, and don't always finish what they do. I'm told by other psychics that I should be compatible with Capricorn, as they see Scorpio & Capricorn as more compatible than Scorpio & Virgo. But most Virgos I meet usually get along with me, and see me as a person they can work with than most Capricorns I meet (including my own brother, who is a Capricorn).

That's all for now, and work on finding another job. I will have another blog ready related to work, as I have some gossip I want to disclose, and refuse to stay quiet about it. Yes; I'm willing to risk getting fired from my job, as I'm fed up with my job.

A long overdue blog

Sorry for those who follow my blog, but I've been busy until recently. This blog is about work. Things in receiving initially went well, but since June, it's been nothing, but bullshit. I have not learned D-e-l-f-i-n-a's job at all, other than receiving in vendor stock, and a little of other purchase order stock thru our label program, Current Directions (or CD as we call it). I haven't learned anything else, and I believe that was Delfina's plan, just so she thought I couldn't go after her job. Unlike Chris, I'm not after her job. In fact, she'll be there well after I'm gone, which might be soon. My co-worker T*o*n*y P_E_R_O_N_I_S (did this intentionally) wrote a nasty e-mail about how I wasn't supposed to keep the labels on my desk to a certain shipment that came in, and that the loads are supposed to be shared. He also stated that he trusts D*o*n*'s judement much better than mine at getting work done. I don't believe I needed to share my work with asshole D*o*n_a_l*d F_O_R_D, who had his own work. He also had plenty of help with his, but fucked up on it by not scanning everything. He took my work, and finished it, while sticking me with his work that he didn't finish. Add to it, he dumped everything in my trash can into my desk drawer. That is fucked up. I feel that despite Dick's efforts to bring someone over to days, and into receiving based on qualifications, D*e*l*f*i*n*a, T*o*n*y, & D-o-n seem to want me gone from receiving. Dick doesn't seem to be taking the issue seriously, that I'm considering leaving all together. There's more to this than what I disclosed.

I just regret taking the receiving job. As much as I want a day job, it's not worth the hassle to stay in receiving when the ASSHOLES in receiving don't want me there. I don't know how much of it is about me being gay. It's not obvious to most people (and people like D_e_l_f_i_n_a, T_o_n_y, & Kelly, who works in another dept.) as I don't flaunt it, nor act or look feminine. For those who do know; it doesn't bother those workers, as I don't hit up on them. Co-workers are off limits to me when it comes to seeing guys. That's just me. It might work for others though. Regardless, I don't fit in with this small group. At least if I stay, that I might be able to go back to my old job. At least Bryce & Richard on afternoons/evenings appreciate my work. Too bad receiving didn't. I believe D_e_l_f_i_n_a will fuck over the next person as well. Dick really wants me in receiving, as he didn't like the other people who applied for the job. He may have no choice since the receiving dept. chased me out, and will likely chase anyone else out that they don't like (like they did with me).

My experience with DTV

I bought my digital boxes from Walmart a year ago thru the coupon program. It took about a year to even get them hooked up, due to lack of time and not having RG6 coax cable. I worked 2nd shift for several years, and never had time to work on the outdoor antenna. I got around doing that in late April. I still use my old RCA 24" color CRT tv with NTSC (analog) tuner. The TV still works, and didn't want to give it up just yet. I have the Magnavox ATSC (digital) tuner box, model# TB100MW9.

I was using this prior to June 12th, and this was the lineup of channels from Chicagoland:

Real channel / Virtual Channel

3 2 WBBM-TV (CBS)*

17 56 WYIN (PBS)

19 9 WGN-TV (CW)

21 20 WYCC (PBS)

27 26 WCIU (IND)

29 5 WMAQ-TV (NBC)

31 32 WFLD (FOX)

36 62 WJYS (IND)

39 23 WWME-LD (IND-MeTV)

43 38 WCPX (ION)

45 44 WSNS (Telemundo)

46 48 WMEU-LD (IND-MeToo)

47 11 WTTW (PBS)

51 50 WPWR-TV (My Network)

52 7 WLS-TV (ABC)*

53 66 WGBO (Univisión)*

59 60 WXFT (Telefutura)*

Since June 12th, the 4 stations with astericks (*) changed channels, because 3 of the 4 were forced to change channels.

WBBM-TV didn't like 2 or 3, due to most people not getting 2 on analog, or 3 on digital. For some reason, 2-6 does worse for digital, though I had no problems getting 2's digital on 3. They switched to channel 12 on June 12th, and switched from the John Hancock to the Sears Tower, by using WTTW's old antenna they used for analog. WTTW had the option to go back to 11, but they chose to stay on 47.

WLS-TV didn't file an application to acquire a different channel, and 52 was out of core for the new channel lineup. So they had to go back to channel 7 for digital.

WGBO & WXFT lost both their analog & digital channels, and had to get new channels. Since both channels were out of core, they had highest priority for new channel assignments.

WGBO went from 66 on analog, 53 for digital to 38 for their final channel. 38 was WCPX's old channel, but WCPX liked 43 better, and stayed there. WGBO only acquired the old channel, but not WCPX's antenna, which is on the Sears Tower. WGBO is only 1 of 2 full power stations staying on the John Hancock. WYCC is the other station staying on the John Hancock.

WXFT went from 60 for analog, 59 for digital to 50 for their final channel assignment. They also acquired WPWR's old channel, but not their antenna, though both stations are on the Sears Tower.

WYIN had to stay on 17, since 56 was out of core. Even though 56 wasn't originally planned for being eliminated (52-59), they like 17 better, because it's at the top of the UHF dial.

So for the Chicago market, here's the final lineup:

RC VC

7.1 7.1 WLS-TV (ABC)
7.2 7.2 Livewell
7.3 7.3 Accuweather

12.1 2.1 WBBM-TV (CBS)

17.1 56.1 WYIN (PBS) (Not a full market signal)
17.2 56.2 WYIN in SDTV (like their main channel)

19.1 9.1 WGN-TV (CW)

19.2 9.2 LATV (Spanish)

21.1 20.1 WYCC (PBS)
21.2 20.2 WYCC in SDTV
21.3 20.3 MHZ programming

27.1 26.1 WCIU (Ind)
27.2 26.2 MeTV from WWME-LD
27.3 26.3 Me Too from WMEU-LD
27.4 26.4 This TV

27.5 26.5 ? (Shows What's up with THAT?)

27.6 26.6 FBT (Ethic programming, primarily Polish & Chinese programming)

29.1 5.1 WMAQ-TV (NBC)

29.2 5.2 NBC Plus (Weather)

29.3 5.3 Universal Sports

31.1 32.1 WFLD (FOX)

38.1 38.1 WGBO (Univisión) (They now ID with their real channel, not their virtual channel)

43.1 38.1 WCPX (ION)
43.2 38.2 Qubo
43.3 38.3 Ion Life
43.4 38.4 Worship TV

45.1 44.1 WSNS (Telemundo)
45.2 44.2 WSNS in SDTV

46.1 48.1 WMEU-LD (Me Too)

47.1 11.1 WTTW (PBS)

47.2 11.2 WTTW Prime

47.3 11.3 Create

47.4 11.4 V-Me (Spanish PBS programming)

50.1 60.1 WXFT (Telefutura)
50.2 60.2 WGBO (Univisión) again

51.1 50.1 WPWR-TV (My Network)

19.2/9.2 used to air The Tube, which was a music video channel, like the old MTV, but they weren't on the air a year. They were a good channel, and miss it.

Most of the digital subchannels were the same prior to the June 12th date. So with the exception of 4 channels, everything was the same. With the current technology of ATSC, only the primary channel can be in 1080i max. Subchannels are lucky to be in the old 480i resolution. Most stations are 720i. I just wonder when WBBM-TV, WFLD, & WPWR will have subchannels. I'd like to see what they offer eventually.

As for the antenna I'm using, I'm using an older Philips VHF/UHF antenna that's made for suburban to rural areas. Since the land is overall flat, the signal isn't a major issue. Since WWME-LD & WMEU-LD are low power stations transmitting from the Sears Tower, the big antenna helps at getting those stations. Otherwise, I might be lucky if I get WWME-LD, since WMEU-LD doesn't reach most of NW Indiana. WWME-LD & WMEU-LD aren't full market signals. WYIN is a full power signal, but they're not a full market signal, due to their transmitter being in Cedar Lake Indiana, and not Chicago on the Sears Tower, as originally planned. Cost was the reason they stayed in Cedar Lake and not move to Chicago for their signal. I however don't need an antenna for channels 2-6 anymore, since both WBBM-TV & WMAQ TV vacated both of their analog channels, along with WBBM-TV abandoning their original digital channel on channel 3. So my next antenna will only be optimized for channels 7-51, since Chicago still has 2 VHF stations: WLS-TV back on 7, and WBBM-TV now on 12. But since my current antenna is still good, no point in getting rid of it, just because no station is on 2-6 anymore in Chicagoland. It still works for all other channels.

An Update on myself

It's been over a month since I typed up something on here, and my myspace blog. Since taking the daytime receiving job, I feel a lot more tired than I did when I was working afternoons/evenings as an order picker. I haven't learned the job as a Receiving Clerk as I should have been. Delfina seems to want me to do all the heavy work, while she gets to sit on her ass doing all the paperwork. If I'm expected to know how to do the job while she's gone, then I need to learn everything there is to do the job. I don't see it happening, and I'm thinking that my job as a Receiving Clerk might be short lived. I'm trying to stick it out, but I don't know how much longer I can take it. I hate my job even more. I don't know if I'm gonna look for another job completely, or ask to go back to afternoons/evenings. Either way, I'm not getting anything done at home. It either I work late, and come home to someone who sleeps, while I still had some energy, but couldn't do any work around the house. Or, work during the day, be exhausted when I come home, and usually sleep by the time I get home. I also hate Gina's husband, Greg from Vitran. Gina works in QA for the Warehouse side, but isn't supervised by my boss, Dick. Greg & I got into an argument over petty shit a few weeks ago. Other than work, I did make it out to Touché for their IML (International Mr. Leather) festivities. Chicago Eagle is normally in on this, and the big sponsor of the contest. The weren't in on this this year, due to being forced out of their old location on September 1, 2008. They were supposed to have been opened at their new location before Christmas, but something happened that delayed the reopening. But back to Touché. I went there on Saturday & Sunday nights. Saturday night was gear night (wish Sunday was as well), where guys had to have some leather (or a military, police, or fireman uniform) on in order to get into the backroom. It should have been that way last year. I'm glad it was put into place. It kept the twinks, and other people not into that stuff out of the backroom. At least it kept qnomeiu tramtqeu out, along with hisher buddy. Sunday was their night with the people from spankthis. I had an ok time, but wish it had been more exciting. I'll have a separate review on a Polish restaurant I went to, called Czerwone Jabłuszko (Red Apple). It was my first time eating Polish food, and it's a lot different from American food, where Polish food doesn't use a lot of salt & sugar. Most of their food has been incorporated into American cuisine, but theirs isn't salty or sweet like American food is. I'll go more into detail in another blog. I went there on Memorial Day. My niece graduated from high school in Lafayette Indiana, and is looking at college. She's thinking about college down in Indianapolis, rather than in the Lafayette/West Lafayette area. No decision has been made. My brother always bitch that he's broke, but always seems to manage to find the money to go down to Danville Illinois to see this drama bitch named Sharon he met on the internet. He drives a gas guzzling truck that he refuses to get rid of, despite gas prices going back up. He wouldn't stop driving it when gas prices peaked at $4.30 last year. I know he spend over $150 - $200 a week driving his truck. He doesn't need, but he thinks different. He won't sacrifice anything for anyone. I've sacrificed more than he has. I don't feel sorry for him because he makes about $19-$20 an hour, and gets overtime here & there. I'm only making $8.50 an hour, and struggle to make ends meet on that. I haven't been able to move out on my own, and one of my former employers bad reputation costed me jobs that I would have liked to pursue. So the only jobs I get are the ones that usually no one else wants, or leaves after a short period of time, and are low paying. So my brother is someone that shouldn't bitch about money problems. I should be the one to bitch, since I haven't been able to get a good paying job locally, and can't afford to move either, or I'd do it in a heartbeat. I have a mother that wants to stay in Gary Indiana, but I'd like to move to Milwaukee Wisconsin, but I have no family there. My family is primarily local (old retired family members), and those still working live primarily in Arizona & California. I do have family in Michigan, but jobs are that scarce. I also have family in Florida, but to my knowledge, just my cousin, Eric, who's in the coast guard, and living on a military base. So he could move anytime, just like my cousin Todd did, when he left the Marines, but his wife stayed in the Marines, and transferred from Pennsylvania to California. So unless I hit it big in the lottery or a national sweepstakes, I'm stuck, because I have no family in Wisconsin (my family frowns on Wisconsin), and the few people I knew than think I would be better off in Chicago. I like Chicago, but too expensive to live there, and I only like to visit Chicago. If I liked Chicago that bad, I'd stay by choice where I'm at. Where I'm at isn't by choice. Where I stay at is because there aren't many good paying jobs to save money to move, and no one wants to help me out out of town. Most people I meet think Chicago would be the best choice for me. So I can't win. Today's Father's Day, but doing nothing, since my dad has been dead for almost 18 years now. Both of my Grandpas are dead too. That's all for now. If I have time, I'll have that blog created for my review on Czerwone Jabłuszko (Red Apple).

My First Week on Days

This has been a rough week at work, due to a lack of time to prepare myself for readjusting my sleep to be asleep by latest, 10pm. I've made it. I feel that I work a lot harder on days than on afternoons. Other than labeling stock & putting it away, I'm also given a hot list of part #'s that need to be pulled for orders to go out that day. That means I have to get Gina & Denise from QA to check those parts right away. I also have to check the box count that the vendors provide everyday that it matches up with the manifest, and sign off on it. We currently have 3 outside vendors that put parts together, and they also do some rework too (whether problems at the plant, or parts that come back from Mexico that require rework). Besides that, there's unloading trailers that come in from various carriers, as well as a truck that brings us our shipments from Mexico (I hate that one).

Delfina still has to show me more of the job, as I'm her backup for when she's gone for a day, or a week. It's gonna take me time, but I'll eventually get the hang of the job, even if I preferred to work in shipping. Tony also has to show me how to pull & process Pella, as I'm his backup on that. Don is a big help too. I don't know why Chris didn't like Don. Chris was trying to get Don fired by taking all credit for the work, where Don was doing all the work, while Chris sat on the forklift most of the day, and sat at his desk checking & sending e-mail (including checking & sending porn through the company e-mail). Since I came onto days, work is getting put away a lot faster than it did when Chris was there. Besides sitting on the forklift & being at his now former desk, he was also drunk everyday, which got him fired. I am definitely an asset to the shift.

My likes about the job:

It's a day job.

I'm usually keeping busy with my new job.

I have my own desk with a computer by it (even if I can't use internet most of the time).

I'm now included in birthday & anniversary parties the shift holds.

The day shift is never dull, as it's unpredictable.

I'm home in the evening hours.

I can even go out to Chicago once in a while during the week.

My Dislikes about the job:

I had to take a job in the receiving department to get a day job. Not that it's bad, but I like

pulling orders the best, and wanted to process them as well.

I now have a company e-mail address. I don't like having that, as I'm now gonna be scrutinized for any e-mails I might send that aren't good. For as long as I've been there, I've been ok w/o e-mail. Now I have it :(.

I have to hear from Bryce about Richard's b.s. Richard has become an even bigger asshole since I left the shift. Richard even tattles on Cindy's son, Brian. Brian is only part-time, and for the time he's there, he gets more done than what Richard gets done in the same time frame. I expected problems to arise when I switched to days. I was holding up the shift in overall work.

I have to deal with the head honchos (including my boss, Dick), but I knew that, or I wouldn't have put in for the job.

My mom makes me drive the P.O.S. (piece of shit) car to work, since she needs her car for her doctor's appointments. She's got the nicer looking car.

I no longer get to go to any buffets for lunch on Fridays, now that I work days. I'm gonna especially miss going to Old Country Buffet for their very cheap lunch, where one location charged $6.99 for lunch, and another one for 20¢ less from 11am - 3pm Monday - Friday. Regular price is $8.29. Even Golden Corral is now out of the question, as well as any chinese buffet.

For places I can go for lunch, the selection is limited in Lowell. All there is is: Burger King (not crazy about their food), McDonalds (gross), Subway (too expensive), Athens Grill (ok, but I've had better), McVey's (excellent food, but expensive. Only went there once because the company treated us to mark 1Million hours w/o a lost time accident). There's George's (ok, but don't have a lot of time to wait for food, and not sure if they allow advance orders, and carryout). Aurelios (pizza too greasy), Pizza Hut (also too greasy), Italian Outpost (expensive, and pizza is greasy), No. 1 Chinese (overall nasty food, but affordable), Dairy Queen (ok food, but portion sizes are too small), Schoops (good food, but unless money isn't an issue, then this place is expensive, as they don't have lunch & dinner combos). There are a few other places, but I don't remember them all. I heard Pizza House is good, but they're only open for dinner, and closed Mondays. Since I never been there, No comment. At least I'm near some restaurants, unlike when I worked in Wheeling at Hidden Valley Mfg. thru Kelly Services. Most resturants were either in neighboring Mount Prospect, Prospect Heights, or Northbrook.

So while I don't like everything about my job, or things I would do at lunch time, the fact that I'm on days is overall good enough, and once I'm well adjusted in my work hours & sleep, I should be able to get some stuff done at home.

Got the Receiving job.

I was surprised when I showed up at work yesterday, May 1st, that I got the receiving job. Dick said that he was gonna interview me after interviewing 1 other person. He never interviewed me for the receiving job. I believe the reason he picked me over the other 2 was because of experience. I've been in the department for 5 1/2 years (2 years 2 months as an employee), and know parts of the job. I took the job to get on days, but would have preferred to be in Shipping on days. That won't happen anytime soon, due to 4 ladies not planning to leave anytime soon (Beth, Eva, Deb, & Dawn).

My job will be involving receiving deliveries from freight carriers, and from our Mexico plant. I'll also be pulling orders for parts to be assembled for our Mexico plant too. I'll even be putting away stock that comes in from Mexico & from deliveries made by freight carriers. I get trained Monday morning by my co-worker, Delfina. I just hope I can deal with her on a regular basis.

Even though I got the job, I still believe something else will be happening for me outside of the company that will be good for me. I still can't pinpoint it, but whatever it is, it isn't where I work at.

It's sad that my new found luck came at the expense of my former drunk co-worker, named Chris. He refused to seek help for his alcoholism, that he lost his job after being with the company for nearly 9 years. He has the nerve to even call up to get info on who's got the job. He doesn't know yet, but will sometime soon, and be pissed. At least I'll do a better job than he did. At least I'm sober.

Wish me luck.

A Quick Update On The Job

I thought I would add a quick update on the job. So far, nothing new has been heard from about who got the job. A lot of women put in for the job, and many learned what the job consisted of, and backed out. My co-worker, Terri, was one of the ladies that backed out. When she learned what the job consisted of, she didn't want the job. She doesn't do her current job that well on nights.The only reason she is in my department, had to do with cutting back the number of team leaders per shift. She is still paid team leader rate, just in case a team leader position opened up, to where she could go back to being a team leader. Had she pursued the warehouse job further, and was offered the job, then she would have had to take a 50¢ an hour pay cut to be a warehouse associate again (by choice).

Then a lady named Linda put in for the job. Patrick (a material handler) told me that she couldn't handle being in pack & label, due to her health problems. I would only hope Dick doesn't consider her, just for the fact that the job requires lifting as much as 60lbs. at a time. She has trouble with 30lbs.

Another lady named Cindy T. (not to get confused with Cindy M. in my dept.) also put in for the job. I don't think she could do the job either, just because she doesn't like to lift a lot either.

Then there's Patrick, the material handler. He works as a material handler, and lifts 50lb bags from time to time, and wheel over barrels of material. He also has prior shipping & receiving experience from another company in Lowell, that this position would go in his favor. He would also get a 25¢ an hour pay increase if he gets it, since his job is just below mine.

Then there's a temp in my dept., named Don. I don't know if Dick is considering him, but he is the most experienced out of anyone at the job (including myself). He already knows how to do the job, whereas everyone else would need some training (including myself, who only knows bits of the job). So if Dick offered it to anyone other than Patrick or me, then Don should get the job.

I heard a couple of other ladies put in for it, named Kim (pack & label) & Nelly (that's her real name, and is a processor). Kim could deal with weight issue, but her attitude wouldn't be tolerated, that I believe is held against her. Nelly would be crazy to take the job, as her current job pays a lot more than mine does. She makes at least $13.00 an hour. If she ever did put in for the job, Dick interviewed her, and got the job, then she would be taking a serious pay cut. Her position is on a different pay scale, and the possible pay cut would be a lot bigger.

I have yet to be interviewed for the job, and not sure if Dick will interview me. I won't be totally disappointed if I'm not offered the job, because I really would prefer to work in shipping pulling orders. I put in for it to try & get onto 1st shift. I'm thinking that something else might be happening for me. I don't know what it could be, but I keep having these weird dreams about living somewhere else, but not working either. I don't know, and I don't want to speculate on that one. I just know that if anyone really deserves the job; it would be Don. I would be a hypocrite if I thought I should get the job, just because I'm an employee. Dick had the rules bent in order to get me hired in over any employee there in 2007. If Don wants the job if offered to him, then I'd be alright with it. Like I said, I'd rather be in shipping. I believe something else will happen for me outside of the company.

May change jobs & shift

An opening for a receiving job opened up in my department this week. My drunk ass fuckin co-worker, Chris, got his drunk, smelly, shitty ass fired for continuously coming to work drunk. He has been warned enough times that the company fired his ass. So there's now an opening. I decided to put in for the job, mainly because I want to get onto 1st shift. The position doesn't involve a pay increase, due to the company's grade level pay scale having receiving lumped into warehouse, which is a grade 4. Since I'm already a Grade 4, there's no pay increase. Just more work & more responsibilities. I also would get my own e-mail account with the company, and that's not what I'd like, but my potential job would require it.

My job would involve labeling stock that comes to us from our Mexico plant, handle consignment, pull orders for parts to be assembled at our Mexico plant, load & unload (mainly unload trucks) trucks that come in with stock of some sort. I would be a backup for pulling orders for Pella Windows and handling the receiving papers that another co-worker handles. My hours would be 6:45am - 3:15pm Monday - Friday. I currently work from 2:45pm - 11:15pm Monday - Friday pulling shipping orders and loading trucks to pickup shipments. I even handle occasional deliveries in receiving too, when everyone in receiving went home for the day. Receiving only works 1st shift, while regular warehouse associates work 1st & 2nd shifts. The only reason there's a 3rd shift, is because there needs to be someone to clear the pack & label line. Otherwise, there wouldn't be anyone needed for 3rd shift in warehouse.

I'm nervous, but I hope I do get the job, as I want days, and be able to relax in the evenings. It would even allow me to go to Chicago in the evening hours during the week. I've missed a lot of events during the week, due to working 2nd shift at my current job since October 9, 2003. Also, except for a 6 week period in 2003, I've worked 2nd shift since September 12, 2002, when I left UPS for the last time to work at a salad dressing plant, and then a window parts company, then 2 other jobs before returning to my current job. Working there 3 years & 4 months as a temp, then 2 years & 1 month as an employee, I deserve to get this job, as I know some job duties.

I'll keep everyone posted on this.

I'm preparing most of my meals now

I have taken the first step at taking away some of the cooking from my mother, as she refuses to stop fixing big meals. She also is in a rut when she makes meals. It has been a challenge for me to make my own meals, as I haven't done that in over 6 years. So I'm adding some variety, and make changes into something I might have a lot.I recently made some BBQ chicken with rice-a-roni, pasta-roni, and some fresh green beans cooked on a griddle with garlic. The fresh green beans were good, but the preparation to make them was tedious, as I've never dealt with fresh green beans. There was no way I would have let my mom cook the green beans, as she would have boiled them. I wanted them to stay crunchy. Since I added garlic to it (approximately 15 cloves of garlic), it had a lot of extra flavor. I did keep the vampires away for 3 days. The green beans were lightly coated with olive oil, and stirred constantly to keep them from burning. I forgot to add that I added a twist to the BBQ chicken. I also added a bit of Mrs. Dash to it to give it additional flavor.

Another meal consisted of pork chops (my mom did cook that, as it was Shake & Bake), cheesy rice-a-roni, pasta-roni, green beans with garlic. I bought too much green beans, that I had to have them a second day. I believe I bought 3 lbs. of green beans. It was alright. Another meal again consisted of chicken sprinkled with Mrs. Dash, snow peas with garlic cooked in a little olive oil, and some rice-a-roni. Snow peas weren't as bad, as I was able to cook them as is, unlike green beans, where I had to cut off bad parts of the bean.

Yesterday, I cooked up some pot pies with fried potatoes, and made them with a twist. My mom would just cook up potatoes to be fried in vegetable shortening. I cooked the potatoes (the portion size I wanted) along with garlic in olive oil. Within the last 10 minutes of cooking them, I added some mixed vegetables to the potatoes. It added a lot of flavor too, along with the garlic. I did use 10 - 12 cloves of garlic. So my meals will be having a lot of garlic to it.

I have yet to figure out what all I'll have. I just know that I want to have some variety, and I won't get that with my mom making my meals, nor will I have meals with the right portion sizes either with her making my meals. I haven't lost any weight yet, but I'm not gaining any either, as my meals are keeping me full longer. I do plan to have some vegetarian spaghetti within 2 weeks. I'm also working on cutting back on protein too. That'll help keep me from getting bigger, as I've been getting too much protein.

So if anyone has any suggestions on what I should make, please leave a comment in my blog. I will take suggestions, and look at what might sound good to me. I need plenty of suggestions as I'm trying to get back into making my own meals.